Monday 31 January 2011

A slight cheat.

Okay, so I can't think of anything new to write... It is at times like this that I dredge through my "Recreational Writing" folder on my laptop to find old projects that I never finished. Let me tell you, there are a fair few of them. Anyways, I found this old gem that I wrote last year. I never titled it, because I'm not great with titles, but it's something that I think I'd like to continue, so for this week, I think I might try and expand on it, maybe even give it a name. But for now, I present you with this:

Have you ever felt tired, but not sleepy? Physically and mentally drained, but you’re wide awake?  I’m not saying that all insomnia cases are like this; I’m not saying that everyone feels the same, but that’s how I feel... My mind, it refuses to switch off. There’s always a buzz, distant voices, chattering... Some would say that that within itself is a mental problem, but with me it’s a little different. I’m not quite sure what I am, or what, entirely, I’m capable of, but from what I can tell, and what I’ve been told by people way smarter than me, is that I’m not human. I’m what’s referred to as a ‘Pocket Entity’; cute title right? What that means is that, inside of me, where normal people have bones and organs and stuff, mine are, well, I think the term I was given was ‘displaced’ within a pocket universe. Yeah, you heard right, I’m a walking box with a whole universe inside of me. My entire physical form is an anomalous physical construct... I shouldn’t exist... Every logical sense of reasoning says I shouldn’t even be talking to you right now, but I am, and that means one of two things: Either A, I’m crazy and you’ll see me a week from now down an alley with an aluminium foil hat and ranting about space tarantulas (Which reminds me of a funny story, but that won’t help my case.) Or B, I’m telling the truth, and you’re about to hear the greatest story ever told...

Superheroes. Kids love them. Hell, some grownups love them. There was a time; I loved them too, even to the point where I had Spiderman jammies. Why am I telling you this? Perspective... Having the energy of an entire universe condensed into the space of your body has some side effects y’know? Am I a superhero? I wouldn’t say I was... Hero is a strong word after all, and I hardly think I’m the heroic type; I just try to do good things, live well, that sorta stuff. And to say super would imply superhuman, which again is a difficult one seeing as technically, I’m not human... I know, confusing, right? But anyway, back to the voices. I know, I’m not making sense, I’m scattered... I apologise, but having this pocket universe inside of me does that. It makes it difficult to focus. I’ve had time to work on it, developed tricks and exercises to block out the chatter most of the time, but it’s when I’m alone, when there’s nothing else to do and I just want to sleep, that’s when I can’t shut them up. I assume these voices are whatever life forms exist in there, maybe intelligent, maybe just beasts grunting at the stars, but when it’s the voices of a whole universe piling up at once; it’s distracting to say the least...

So you’re probably wondering how I’m not insane through lack of sleep? Or maybe you think I am and that’s why I think this is all true. Well, being host to this universe allows me to draw on the energy from it, from the life forms within it. Barely enough for them to notice though; hell, it’s probably my energy draining that makes them sleepy at night and so it keeps their balance maintained, I don’t know... But that’s kinda how my powers work too... I draw on this energy, use it in different ways. At first, I struggled just by making myself stronger, or faster, but now? I’m a little better... Strength and speed come easy now, as does healing faster. Flight? That’s the toughie... So what does this do to the life inside of me? I don’t know. I assume it’s similar to how I sustain myself, I just drain a little more than usual, that’s all... I try not to think about it otherwise, I know I’ll just worry myself with the ethics of my own existence. Still with me on this? Not running and screaming, thinking I’m a lunatic? Good, cause this where the story gets interesting...


Hope you like it. Feedback is always appreciated. Please let me know if you have any commission requests too.

Muchos love,
Craiggy.

Sunday 30 January 2011

Plea.

Okay guys. So that's my Entwined project finished. I hope you enjoyed it, and I would very much appreciate any and all feedback on it, and any of my pieces.
I gave myself a break yesterday because I had some things I needed to do and genuinely couldn't think of what to write. So today, I came up with an idea. I'm just going to write a few short pieces today, just some poems maybe, but then I would really like for anyone who reads this to leave me a comment and give me maybe some requests that they'd like me to try writing. I'll even do dedication pieces. I suppose you could say that I'm opening myself up for commissions, but without the charge, so please, if you have anything you'd like to see me write about, then please feel free to ask.
So, for now, just some scrabbles:

Perhaps this river,
With current aquiver,
Will make you shiver
And leave but a sliver
Of doubt to the giver
Of this heart, as you stand,
Together,
By that river.


Oh my stomach, how it rumbles.
Some food should cease these grumbles.
Chicken, or beef? I can't decide.
I'll see what, in my cupboard, does hide.
Perhaps some soup, though it's not really a meal.
I'll just have to wait and see how I feel.
In case you hadn't guessed, it's food that I want.
Sandwhiches, cakes or even volauvents...
Whatever the meal, I'd quite like it soon,
Because I fear that this hunger might cause me to swoon...


So yeah, two short poems for you today. Please let me know what you want to see written here in the future! And like the last poem said, I'm starving, so I'm off to find food now.

Adios peoples,
Craiggy.

Friday 28 January 2011

Entwined Part 9.

Well now, today's the day, back on Facebook. This makes my life so much easier when it comes to advertising this blog. It's been a busy end to a busy week, and now I plan on finishing it off with the concluding part to Entwined and then copious amounts of anime and xbox. Fun times ahead! I'll apologise in advance if I space out a little, as I am currently watching much anime with peoples so will have to be social too...


It didn't take long for my phone to go off again. This time it was a text message with location details for this meeting. An abandoned apartment block. Why was it never a meeting in a posh hotel or something? Seven PM. That didn't give me much time to prepare. Barely enough time to return to my apartment and grab my equipment. I didn't even know what I needed for this; I knew I'd have a fight on my hands, but didn't know how to prepare. Ranged combat, short to mid range, I'd have to get in close. I didn't plan on taking my punch pads because if it came to a fight, I'd need to finish it, fast.

"Dec, are you sure about this?" It took me a while to come to a conclusion. To be honest, I wasn't sure what I was planning. "I'll let you know when I figure it out myself." There was an unusual calmness about the city tonight. I'm not one to read into omens or anything, but it was unsettling to say the least. I arrived at the apartment building just a little before seven, hoping to get a little chance to scope the place out. Four floors. Most of the windows were either broken in or boarded up. There didn't seem to be anybody around. I made my move, letting Shane's senses wash over my own so I was on full alert.

First floor. That's when they made their move. Two figures crashed their way through one of the apartment walls into the corridor. They were clearly rogues; their bodies were much bulkier than an average human, standing close to seven feet tall. One had a lack of pigmentation to their skin and their head hung at an odd angle on their neck, the other seemed to have an exoskeletal construct around their left hand, like a giant mace of bone.. I didn't wast time. They looked slow, so I dashed and ducked my way behind them, jumping to kick the albino from their rear flank. It was like kicking concrete, literally. Cracks formed on the creature's neck and a shiver of pain shot up my leg. I stumbled a little as I landed, knocking me off balance so I wasn't prepared for the other's attack. The weighty bone hand collided with my abdomen and sent me sprawling along the corridor and through into the room at the end of the hall. It took me a few moments to catch my breath as I stared at the ceiling. There, looking back at me, looming over my face was the featureless form of the faceless killer. Shane was yelling something in my mind, but my head was pounding so much I couldn't make out what he was saying. The faceless figure stretched out a hand, their index finger extending, the skin splitting at the tip as the bone spiralled and pierced through the flesh, drawing closer to my face.

"Mr. Leighton, so glad you decided to join us..." Even when right in front of them, their voice sounded oddly disembodied and still had that recording-esque crackle. I coughed and forced myself to sit, but the freak with the bone mace pushed me back down, their mace fist firmly on my chest. I felt a rib crack. Air was wheezing out of my lungs now as I tried to regain focus. "I trust you have decided to join our cause, to be reborn?" I tried to shift beneath the weight of the mace on my chest, blood spattering out of my mouth. This was bad. I could barely even feel Shane right now. There was a seering agony within my head. That was the last thing I remember before blacking out.

When I awoke, I was alone. I couldn't here Shane. The faceless killer was nowhere to be seen, and neither were the two abominations. I staggered to my feet and tried to make sense out of what had happened; that was when I saw my reflection. There, on my neck, just above my collarbone. I had a honeycomb pattern... Whatever was happening, I would change. I was going rogue...


So, there we go. In typical Craiggy fashion, I wanted to leave this open to possibly follow up at a later date with a continuation of the plot. I have some ideas, so I reckon this is another project I'm gonna pick up at a later date.

Adios for now,
Craiggy.

Thursday 27 January 2011

Entwined Part 8.

Okay, you've probably noticed yet another new blog design. Again, I felt like a change. It seems that this has been a month of changes, which I suppose is to be expected of a new year. Today's a Thursday, so roleplay night, huzzah! But, again, this being a month of changes, there are very exciting things on the horizon, and they all seem to be happening on Thursdays. The first of these is next week, which heralds the start of Worcester's new Vampire: The Requiem larp group, and then concludes with two stand-up comedy gigs where I'll be performing. If anyone reading this is interested, I'll plug them here. The first is the 10th of Feb and is at The Crown Inn in Worcester, and the second is the 24th of Feb at the Stourbridge rugby club. I'm still waiting for final details, but I'm very excited about both of them. Anyway, let's get back to why we're here... Entwined!



Eddie had tried to summon the spirits of the last few victims, but to no avail. This, sadly, confirmed our suspicions that their spirits had become corrupted and overwhelmed by the binding process... Their spirits had become so degraded and warped that they no longer constituted as human, which meant that Eddie couldn't channel them. Poor souls probably didn't even know how bad they were. Or maybe they did. Maybe this faceless killer was doing the world a favour. This was becoming annoyingly more complex by the minute.

My phone rang. Eddie glanced up and gave a nod to say it was okay to answer. I still left the room out of manners. It was an unknown number. That never tended to be good as it was either bills, telesales or lunatics. "Hello?" The line was silent for a few moments. "Hel-" "I am aware of what you are, Mr. Leighton. I am aware that your mind, body, your soul, all have been freed from the realms of mortal understanding." Oddly, this call didn't phase me. I was hoping that our mystery killer would contact me, as it saved me a lot of legwork in tracking them down. "You speak well for someone without a mouth... What're you calling for? How did you get this number?" My number was public knowledge, if you knew the right websites and forums to search through, so that wasn't the issue, I just wanted to lead them into thinking they had me cornered. "Mr. Leighton, the moon is rising over a night of new emergence. Will you rise with us? Will you become once again reborn?" However this guy communicated, it gave his voice as disjointed, almost prerecorded crackle. There were subtle fluctuations in pace too, as though a tape was slowing and speeding up ever so slightly. "What do you mean, reborn? I'm already entwined, what more is there?" There was another pause, though there was breathing on the line, so it wasn't a recording; at least, I didn't think it was a recording. "To be once more reborn. To become one in unity. No longer bound or bonded, but one! Mr. Leighton, should you choose to accept this offer, then we are to meet... I shall contact you with rendevous information. Come alone... Your brother excluded of course." So he knew about Shane too... This guy'd done his research, I was impressed. Well, I had my meet. The time had come for me to confront this killer, face to faceless...



So there we go. I'm now gonna go cheat on Twitter again. I'm back on the book of faces tomorrow though, so normal services shall be resumed. Stay tuned for the thrilling conclusion to Entwined tomorrow!

Peace out y'all,
Craiggy.

Wednesday 26 January 2011

Entwined Part 7.

Okay guys. Another amazing day! Duvet and DVDs with a very special lady. So, hopefully, another fun post for you all... It's another longer one today (I pre-wrote it today because I had some spare time.) And I've found a way to cheat the no Facebook for a week I promised to. I remembered my Twitter is linked to my Facebook account so anything I post on there goes onto my Facebook. I can still advertise, I'm not on Facebook. Winner!



My body still ached, but I knew it would subside. Right now I had to focus on the case files. There had to be a link! One thing I couldn’t figure out was why I was doing this. Why was I trying to justify the actions of a killer? Perhaps because I was seeking justification for the people I’d killed; sure they’d been rogue Entwined, but they were people too, once. I was, once.  Don’t get me wrong, I didn’t resent my entwining , especially because it was my brother, but it was nothing like a regular life. “Dec, do me a favour would ya?” I snapped to my senses. Apparently I’d been dozing. “Line up the pictures a minute.” I wasn’t sure what Shane was aiming for, but he seemed certain. We poured over the images and almost simultaneously both shouted “There!” It wasn’t much, but just below their necklines, slightly below their collarbones, some kind of smudge. It was barely noticeable, no more than a bruise, but the fact that they all had it, in the same place. That was more than a coincidence.

It took a few minutes to scan the images and zoom onto the mark. It took a few minutes more to clean up and sharpen the focus of the image so that I could make out what the mark was. It looked like a honeycomb pattern; some of the bodies had larger ones than others, but it was the same pattern. I didn’t know quite how to react to this. These markings indicated the early stages of spirit binding degradation. All of these victims, they were Entwined too, and they were rogue...

Back at the morgue, I’d already phoned ahead to tell Eddie what we’d discovered and had him pull out the latest body. When I’d got there, he already had close up pictures of the same honeycomb pattern. Another rogue. Just who was this faceless killer? If all of his targets were rogues, then, was he just like me, a hunter? But what about his own mutation? Mutation only tended to manifest after a broken spirit bond and was a later sign of degradation. A rogue, hunting other rogues perhaps? One thing I was certain about. I had to find him before he took another life, rogue or otherwise...


So that's today's. Definitely gonna have this wrapped up by Friday I reckon. Enjoy!

In the immortal words of Vash the Stampede: "Love and Peace!"
Craiggy.

Tuesday 25 January 2011

Entwined Part 6.

Wow, life's so good right now! Sure, there're a few hitches, but if everything was peaches and cream, it'd just be boring. I'm not gonna get into details, because that's not what I intend this blog to be about, but right now, life is good. So, Entwined. I promised a better segment today, so I'm gonna hopefully make it a bit more engaging, maybe pick the pace up a little, maybe even write a longer than usual segment, as I've noticed I've been sticking to just two or three paragraphs a day recently. Today, I intend to do more, so here we go.


I hated getting shot. Sure, it hurt like hell, but that's not why I didn't like it. Thanks to my Entwined abilities, I was more resilient than normal humans; I've never properly tested to see just how resilient, but when I've been in fights, most impact weaponry like clubs or chains barely leave a mark, and even knives only scratch a little. Bullets. Now they still hurt. Sure, they're slowed down and never go as deep as they should, but it's still a pain in the, well, wherever I get shot I guess. But I'm also faster, I have heightened senses thanks to Shane. I'm not saying I can dodge bullets, but most of the time, I can read trajectories based on barrel position so I try and move out of the way of where the bullet's going to be. If I get shot, it's my own fault for being careless. That's why I hate it. I'm annoyed with myself.
I found it amusing that this was the first thing in my head after feeling the familiar dull thud in my shoulder followed by the searing pain. I could feel the bullet lodged just below the joint. That was another problem. Rarely ever an exit wound. I'd have to fish that bullet out later. Entwined. My blessing. My curse.

There were twelve officers now, all, to their credit, following procedure and not being over-zealous with the gunfire, though I imagined this was more to do with not wanting to tear up their own precinct. If I wanted to get out of here, I'd have to stop taking the defensive. Shane was on overtime as it is with all these bullets flying around. I could overhear snippets of chatter, they were afraid. The police were afraid of me. I swung a punch, knocking an officer backwards into two more, causing them to pile on the floor. They thought I was some sort of monster. I ducked, turned and rose up, elbowing one at the base of the neck whilst hitting another in the chest. I felt his ribs pop even through the stab vest and my punch pads. Maybe they were right. Before the remaining officers had a chance to level their guns for another shot, I closed my eyes, relying fully on Shane's senses now, letting my instincts take over. When I opened them again, I was surrounded by twelve unconcious police officers. Maybe I was a monster...

Back at my apartment I put the kettle on to boil and rummaged around in my first aid kit for some tweezers. I needed to get these bullets out before the wounds healed over them. Another quick search in a draw for a sharp knife too, just in case. I set the tools to sterilise whilst grabbing a beer from the fridge and removing my gear and jersey. I drained my drink quickly, hoping the alcohol would numb the pain a little, or at least act as a placebo to make me think that... The removal of the bullets wasn't pretty. I could even feel Shane wincing at one point. "Yikes bro, why don't you go to a hospital with these things?!" I smirked as I pulled out the last wound, applying a boiled tea-towel as a compress come makeshift dressing, "And how would you explain to the doctors how you were walking around with three bullets in you and no exit wounds? These things were so close there're almost powder burns around the wounds." I winced as I taped up another wound and grabbed another beer. I'd need something stronger before the night was out, but first I needed to check over those case files. I needed to see why our killer was killing, or if they were just a monster after all... I shuddered. There was that word again, 'monster'... Life has a real sick sense of humour some times...


So that's today's post! I think I have a better idea of where I'm going with this now, so hopefully I'll have this wrapped up by the end of the week, maybe even sooner. Damn this'd be a lot easier if I was on Facebook this week... I don't say I miss it, it's just annoying. It's a convenience!

Well, peace out folks!
Craiggy.

Monday 24 January 2011

Entwined Part 5.

Well now, busy busy! My parents came down for a visit today, which was a real treat seeing them. But boy what a long day. Anyhoo, here we go with the next installment of Entwined.

It took me a good forty minutes to prepare for my excursion to the police station. I'd geared up as best as I could. Blacks, climbing harness, a pair of punch pads, but more for the protection of anyone I had to hit. I didn't want to go accidentally punching a cop's teeth through his throat. I grabbed a small rucksack to complete my kit and was just about to leave when I got a text from Eddie. There had been another attack. I'd have to hurry, but this sorta worked in my favour, as it meant there would be less staff at the station. I'd probably regret my sense of relief at the expense of someone's life later.

At the station, it was quiet, barely lit. Hardly any of the street lamps worked. I managed to get on to the roof with little effort, barely even needed my harness. I got in through a skylight and already I'd had to subdue an officer. Had to hide them in a closet like some kind of stealth action game. I'd not done this for a while, but I could still remember where I needed to go. I just hoped that I wouldn't alert any more staff.
Once in the records office, it was a pretty quick search to find the files I needed, but I'd still taken too long. Lights were flashing and there was an alarm ringing. Great, there'd be police on my tail within a matter of- A bullet ricocheted off the wall at the side of my head. Forget minutes. They were here now.
I turned, three officers, shouldn't be too hard. I could pretty much almost follow the path of their bullets thanks to Shane's extra senses, but I still had to push myself hard to get out of the way. One clipped my shoulder and hurt like hell, but I managed to force my way out, files intact. Now I just had to get out of the rest of the station, alive preferably.


Not got much to say today, nor much drive to actually write anything more in depth. I apologise, but like I said, it's been a hectic day.

I'll make it up to you guys with a proper post tomorrow!
Craig.

Saturday 22 January 2011

Entwined Part 4.

Well folks, as you can see I've decided to go with a shiny new design for the blog. Dunno if I like it yet, so I may change it around again soon... Today has been a day of changing around so far, as I decided I was bored, and so as a result I shifted all of the furniture in my room to different places... Still within my room, just, different places... Well, I'm gonna carry on with Entwined today. I have to say, I like this project as a concept, but I'm not sure I've done it the justice I wanted to... I might see if I can pick things up a bit somehow before deciding to wrap it up.


I figured I'd take the bone fragment I found to Eddie, as I was going to see him anyway. Eddie wasn't an Entwined, but he was what people like us referred to as a Channeler, someone who can commune and manipulate external spirits. I suppose that's why he felt so at home around the dead. He was an averagely tall guy, around five-seven, but skinny as hell; some would even say gaunt. He almost looked like a corpse, especially with the thinning, straw hair he just let run wild around his head. "Declan, I wasn't expecting you for another hour or so. I've not had a chance to su-" I stopped him by handing him the bone fragment, wrapped in a napkin. Subway. I got hungry on the ride over so made a stop... "What can you tell me about this Ed?" He blinked, "Smells like a meatball sub, but I'm assuming you mean what's wrapped inside." He opened it and stroked his chin where there would normally be a whispy beard, but it must've been his monthly shave today. "Well, there's definitely spiritual residue around it Dec, but I can't tell you if it's an Entwined or a Channeler." I took the fragment back, "Definitely an Entwined, I just don't know if they've gone rogue or not yet. And if not, then why're they killing seemingly at random?" Eddie just shrugged, "Sorry Dec, I couldn't say. Like I was about to tell you, I've not had a chance to summon the spirits of the last two, and the other bodies have already been disposed of." Disposed of. Morgue humour. That just meant they'd been returned to their families and buried or cremated. Like I said, Eddie was wierd...

"I don't like this Dec. I'm telling you, something's not right here. That spirit essence, it didn't feel corrupt to me..." We were back at the apartment now, and Shane hadn't stopped thinking about the figure on the street lamp since we left the morgue. That was one bonus to having a sentient spirit bound to me, it was like having an extra brain too... Sure it was only my brother, but we'd both been at this long enough to know when something didn't add up. "Okay, so we know the last victims were a couple, and then the family before them, then five other cases before them. No, four. One was another couple." I set my coffee maker to work. It was gonna to be a long a night, and I'd need all the help I could get. But one thing was for certain. If I was going to figure this one out. I needed those police files... I needed to pay a visit to the station...

Still not quite sure where I'm going with this one. I have a general idea of what I want, but not a final outcome, so I'm gonna keep it going for a few more days I think, see what happens.

Adios for now people,
Craiggy.

Friday 21 January 2011

Entwined part 3.

Well, what an amazing few days. I'm sorry for not posting yesterday, but I got caught up with various things including the birthday of my good friend Dave, culminating in possibly the best night out I've had in a long while, but today I promise you I'm back on form. I however have given up Facebook for a week to help a friend with her dissertation research, so I'm still pondering how I'm gonna advertise now... I'll figure something out. But for now, it's back to Entwined.

The police had already cordoned off the area by the cafe. This worked in my favour, because it meant there were no crowds when I went to investigate the crime scene myself. The first thing I did was check the street light. "I can't see anything out of the ordinary here Dec, but yer man up here was definitely like us." My brother always had an odd way with words. 'Like us'? I knew all he meant was that this faceless gunman was an Entwined, but he was probably also overwhelmed with whatever spirit had bound to him, which would explain the disfiguration. I couldn't help but think my brother felt somewhat similar about us. Just how much of a monster were we by comparison?

I climbed the street lamp and perched atop it myself, gaining the same view the killer had, assuming that they used the same sort of visual spectrum as a regular person. Sensory abilities, similar to my brother's, weren't uncommon in Entwined. I could see the whole street, see anything I wanted to, or anyone. I looked over to where the bodies fell. It was Shane who noticed it first, pointing my attention to one of the cobbles on the street. I jumped down and walked over, sending a message to my contact Eddie in the morgue. Eddie was a creepy guy, but if there was one thing he knew, it was death. There was a hole in the cobble, causing cracks to form over the surace. It took me a few minutes to fish out the substance that was lodged in the hole with my penknife; I'd assumed it was the bullet from the gun. I was wrong. What I held in my hand wasn't a bullet at all, it was a bone. It looked almost like a fingertip, but elongated, filed to a point and threaded like a drillbit. Whatever this faceless freak was, he certainly wasn't a gunman...


So, now I'm gonna try and figure out how to advertise this blog again without logging into Facebook... Hmm.

Adios for now,
Craiggy.

Wednesday 19 January 2011

Entwined Part 2.

Okay, I told you I'd give this another go, so I shall try and get a second part of the Entwined short story I started. So here we go folks. Strap in for the second part of Entwined.

It was a Tuesday. Can't say I'm too fond of Tuesdays. Our bins get collected on Tuesdays so regardless of needing to be awake or not, I get woken up by the refuse truck...
I started my Tuesday the same way I start it every week. I was walking along the high street alongside the river Liffey to my favourite cafe. Oh yeah, I forgot to say, I'm in Dublin by the way. I can't say I noticed it at first, but out of the corner of my eye I could've swore I saw a guy standing on top of a lamp post. Long white duster coat, red shirt, white cravat, white trousers and no face...

It was as if the rest of the people around in the street couldn't see him. I decided to play dumb and just went into my cafe. If I acted now, there'd be a high chance of civilians getting involved and possibly injured... Plus I didn't exactly like being public about my abilities. Y'see, the thing with Entwined is that their abilities manifest differently from person to person depending on the personality of the spirit bonding with the host. I got a generic hero package, but others can blast lasers out the wazoo, fly, go invisible. I didn't know what this guy could do, but apparently it was something stealthy... Probably something to do with agility too if he was such a goo- There it was, a gunshot out in the street. I stood and ran outside. There lay a couple in the street, blood already spilling out into the river creating a cloud of blood on the otherwise seemingly green water... He must've had some kind of ability to aid his shooting. One shot, two kills... This was going to be tough.



There we have it, our first image of our faceless gunman. I would've put more effort in but there are people in my room being VERY DISTRACTING!! *glares at Sid and Amy!*

Anyhoo, I'm liking this as a story, so I think I'm gonna give it til Friday to see what I think further and then may carry on even more with it.

Adios for now,
Craiggy.

Unplanned.

Okay, I was going to carry on with Entwined today, and may just do that later so today might have a double post, but I woke up early (We've a plumber round to fix our heating today) and just had this rhyme dancing around my head, so I thought I'd better at least move it out of there so I can go back to bloody sleep!
For those of you who aren't aware, I'm a Christian, and a big part of that, especially if/when it comes to relationships is the whole 'no sex before marriage' thing, so that's what this is about, kinda... Enjoy!

Do Not Open.

This celibacy.
It's really not easy.
Keeping it in when
The world's so sleazy...

No, that's the wrong word.
Please, forget what you heard.
It's just that sometimes,
It can feel quite absurd.

The world puts such a focus on sex.
What's the big deal about dropping your kex?
And it saddens me to see when people move,
One partner to the next and to the next...

Call me old fashioned but I like it this way.
Keeping it special til that special day.
I don't want to sound awkward,
But I don't care what you say.

To me, sex should be something to share,
Between two people who do nothing but care
For each other so much that they can think of
No other person to be with, together, just lying there.

I've rambled on and taken your time.
I'm not saying your views should change to mine.
It's all just a matter of knowing why,
And knowing where to draw that line.

So yeah, a cheeky little bonus post for you today. Kinda makes up for the post I missed through illness the other day, I hope. I'm not saying sex is wrong, not by a long shot, I'm sure it's wonderful. I'm just saying I'd much rather it be made even better by being with someone that I truely care for enough to know that it'll last for a lifetime... Ugh, oh my word, I was not expecting to be that soppy so early in the morning, sorry folks, hope you didn't just lose your breakfasts...

Craiggy out!

Tuesday 18 January 2011

Something fantastical!

Well now, what a day... It started with a Subway breakfast, which is always good; not had one of those for AGES! I then bought two very special people two very special presents. I'm sorry for the turn yesterday's blog took, but I just got a little sidetracked and, well, stunned really... But today I'm feeling something that I haven't written for a fair while, despite it being perhaps my forte in my opinion, fantasy. So here we go again!

There resounded the clash of sword on sword for miles around, but not a soul was nearby to hear the two combatants collide. One, a large bear of a man from the southern mountain tribes of Kashban, hefting two axes the size of grindstones with each and wearing the hides of mountain Elegans reinforced with the strongest of bronze chain links. The other, a smaller, nimbler man. A swordmage from the eastern coastal town of Redrinay, darting in and out of the huge arcing swings of the behemoth's axes, his fine, straight bladed sabre glistening with an ethereal green glow, highlighting his slender elfin features and reflecting off his own cured leather armour.

The tribesman seemed to have the upper hand, the smaller man not able to land a single blow and cursing out of frustration. "HA! Foolish needle-wielder. Ye'd 'ave more chance against me if ye'd brought a real weapon an' not that piece o'tin..." He brought both axes down, splintering and tearing the ground before him as the lithe figure leapt deftly away from the blow, almost as if dancing aside. The swordmage paused, crouched, his body very still as though frozen. He fell silent. The sound of the breeze was all that passed between these two foes. The swordmage rose, his eyes opening and flickering with an ancient, burning white light which seemed to pass along his arm in arcs of crackling energy and forming a sheath of iridescent light, shifting from white, to silver, through to blues and greys. He smirked "Aladoth of Kashban, I pity you..." He dropped to a forward weighted stance as though preparing a thrust "...for this day, is your last." Then, within the blinking of an eye, he had vanished. Aladoth looked around and tried to turn, but could not. He felt his body become rigid. He looked down to see the point of the swordmage's blade jutting out from his chest and frost forming across his armour. That was the last saw, for moments later he was encased within a tomb of ice. The swordmage slid his blade from the block and cleaned it, the light subsiding from both his blade and his eyes before he turned, knocking the block over with the gentlest of nudges. Aladoth shattered, the remnants of his face forever frozen in the tortured, silent scream of his final breath.

Tomorrow, I plan on carrying on with the Entwined story, but I just felt like some old school fantasy tonight. Hope you enjoyed it!

Oyasuminsai!
Craiggy.

Monday 17 January 2011

Drained.

Okay, looks like I'm starting with another apology... I didn't post yesterday because my day consisted of me being in bed either sleeping or being ill... I know I could've easily hauled my ass onto the internet to post, but I really did not feel up to it...
Okay, so on to today's post. I've recently been watching an anime, well, two animes, one called Durarara and the other's called Yozakura Quartet. Both focus on elements of the supernatural; Durarara focusses more on stuff like urban legends though, like street gangs and kidnappings too, whereas Yozakura Quartet focusses on the interaction between humans and Youkai (Spirit beings). This has me thinking, and so I'm gonna try and crack out another short story intro thinggy... So here we go folks!

"Faceless Gunman Strikes Again: Family Shot In Home." That was the headline as I passed the news stand... This killer who reportedly had no face, from what witnesses said, had killed eight people in total now, and seriously wounded one other, a police officer who'd tried to arrest them after their second attack. I didn't know what was going to happen next, but somehow I knew it'd involve me...

Let me explain. My name's Declan, Declan Leighton, and I'm what those who know of my kinda call an 'Entwined'. An Entwined is effectively somebody who makes a contract with a spirit and their souls merge into the one body. For some, the process doesn't go too well and the spirit takes over, corrupting and twisting the body and soul of the host into something, well, something not natural... For others, like myself, it results in abilities, powers if you will. It depends on the strength of the spirit and how well the two souls can bond. I suppose it helps that my bonded soul is my brother, Shane's...

Me and Shane weren't bad kids, but when we were younger, we got running with a bad crowd and, long story short, it didn't end so well for Shane. I swore I'd do anything to get him back. I was young, a kid. I didn't know any better... Seems some other-worldly force or something heard me and so here we are. Two souls, one body. Stronger and faster than a normal person, plus he keeps an eye out, which is kinda like a sixth-sense, like you read about in comics... Plus, I heal. I'm not talking cuts sealing before your eyes sorta healing, like in the movies, but about a minute or so, maybe more, depends on the wound. Since then, I've been studying Entwined. It's most internet crap, blog entries, tinfoil hat sorta guys, but after reading about those that go bad, me and Shane knew we had to do something, make up for the idiots we were as kids maybe, I don't know... But something told me that this faceless gunman was one of them, a rogue Entwined...

I was going to write more, but whilst writing this I received some news that kinda shocked me. A friend of mine from high school passed away recently, so, I know it's not much, but here's at least something to honour her.

So many roses, but they soon fade away.
Not like your memory, for that will always stay.
I wish I could say I knew you more,
But we weren't really close in those years before.
My heart goes out to those who mourn,
To friends, to family, those left forlorn.
I wish I could say that we were friends.
If only I could go back to make amends...
But now all I have are apologies and woe,
But I pray strength for those who loved you so.

R.I.P. Suzi...

God bless,
Craig.

Saturday 15 January 2011

Sincerest Apologies.

Okay, so I didn't post yesterday... I was out for a friend's birthday. We went bowling, and dancing, and the bar did beer by the jug which led to a very happy Craig... Today is another day where I've no idea what to write, so I'm just gonna random ramble again.

Anonymous Elegance

This stranger I spy,
It was her smile,
That's what caught my eye.
I hope she stays a while.

Everything so elegant,
No need to make a scene.
Her composure is a testament
To everything serene.

She seems so calm,
So at home though she's a stranger,
She soon begins to charm
And quell all worry or danger.

I.
I talk.
I stammer.
I fail.
She laughs.

Pity? Perhaps.
Perhaps she actually cares.
There is a sudden mental lapse
As she catches me unaware.

I may never see her again,
Though I hope someday that I do.
And I know I should refrain
From hope, but perhaps she hopes so too...


No explaining here. Make of it what you will. I need to eat!

Adios for now,
Craiggy.

Thursday 13 January 2011

Poetry, or prose? That is the question.

Okay guys. Today is Thursday. Thursday is my roleplay night, so that's always fun! I'm gonna be very honest with you, I have no idea what I'm going to write tonight, so I'm probably just gonna ramble on and hope for the best... Like I do with my essays!

Cold. Dark. It was very dark. Chris hated the dark. She never knew what to expect when there was no light. Especially now, when not only was their no light, but she was sealed away in a room. She had no idea where, for how long, or why. All she knew was that she was here...
She knew there was light, and that there were people watching her, because they fed her. It wasn't much, barely food at all, but it was sustenance all the same. From what she'd seen, her gaolers were all armed; they had some form of automatic rifle and a baton. She hated the batons... Her spine and ribs still ached from her last beating, just because she dared to speak to one of the guards. The one thing she couldn't figure out was the why, why was she here? She was a journalist, and not even a very famous one. She still covered fashion shows and pet rescue stories. The only real story she'd covered recently was a body found in the Thames, and that was only because it was her who found it whilst out jogging. She knelt and scrabbled for the tray of gruel that had been left for her, her hair hanging in limp clumps across her face. She ate. It tasted of dust, with a texture of wet gravel. It tasted of desperation.
Piercing light cascaded into this otherwise featureless cell. It had been dark for so long that Chris recoiled from it as the bulky, silhouetted guard strode in, baton in hand. Clearly they were bored again. She had grown to become numb to the beatings now, numb even to her own anguish.

There had to be a way out, surely?!


Well, that's all for tonight. That was kinda fun, but I'm not sure if I'm gonna carry this on, or where I'd take it if I did, so we'll have to wait and see... Right, I've got my last assessment of the semester tomorrow morning, so I'm going home to go get me some much needed beauty sleep...

Catch y'all on the flip side!
Craiggy.

Wednesday 12 January 2011

Better late than never...

I completely blame the people who dragged me to a bar this evening for making me miss my deadline. So yes, if we're getting technical, that's the resolution broken, but I'm still posting, so I don't care... Gonna stick with the poetry theme and see what I can come up with tonigh.

Indecision. It plagues the human soul.
It makes us think from this and that
And changes our ultimate goal.

I feel as though I do not know
Which direction I should choose...
This life has so much I could show.

If only it could be simpler, this life
Which we lead every day.
Grow old, get a job, find a wife.

It sounds easy when printed on a page,
This life that few can claim owning.
Is it too much to ask in this day and age?

And so I ponder in my own way
Which path should I ultimately choose?
But the answer, I fear, will not come this day.

It's late, I'm tired, there's beer in me, I had to propose to a Deer... I'm going to bed now, night folks!

Tuesday 11 January 2011

What a day!

Today has been an amazing day! I handed in my last essay, I've organised a Worcester larp game! I've been to the pub, so as you can probably tell, it's been a very, very good day, and now I'm nomming curry whilst watching "My Name is Bruce" So I'm gonna make more poetry.

The pub, the tavern, the place to get a drink,
Where one can sit and let their tensions sink
Away into the very depths of the nether.
One can always duck inside to avoid the worst of weather.

You can always find your drink of choice
And sometimes discover a brand new voice
Of the newest act, hot on the scene.
They sing well, but what do they mean?

Perhaps you'll find yourself in a hot debate,
Discussing what art makes you quite irate.
Is it art or is it just pretention,
Designed for the masses, to grab their attention?

So one is always welcome within their local pub,
Be it a bar, a boozer or just a social club.
You'll never go wrong with a good pint in hand,
So go to more pubs and support this fine land.....(lord)

Just a bit of beer based whimsy there for you, hope you enjoy it!

Adios for now,
Craiggy.

Monday 10 January 2011

Perhaps some poetry.

Okay folks, I'm in a significantly better mood today; I finished my last essay so only have one more practical assessment to go and then I'm officially done with my first semester of second year.
So, as promised, I'm gonna try something in the way of poetry today. I've been toying with the idea of limericks. I love limericks, but they always seem to be comedic, so I was going to try and do some more serious ones. Here goes nothing.

The sun, it shone, across the sea,
Its light shone still at the hour of three.
We lay together on this beach of gold,
Not caring who sees, be they young or old.
I wish I knew what you thought of me.


I once was like you,
We'd go not one but two.
Your hand, it rests in mine.
The light makes your eyes shine.
There's that smile that only you do.


A wine, so warm and red.
The taste swims around my head.
The trickle along my throat
Feels better then any poem wrote.
It comforts the tears that are shed.


If only the world could find
A way to only be kind.
The anger we hear of each day,
Shouldn't there be another way?
But time, we cannot rewind.

So there we go, some serious limericks for you. I'm now going to return to my evening and enjoy a day of nothing tomorrow! Huzzah!

Adios for now,
Craiggy.

Sunday 9 January 2011

Recognition part 9 - Finale.

So, it's finally here, the finale to the 'Recognition' project. I hope you've enjoyed reading this and that you aren't disappointed with the outcome. I've been mulling over how I wanted to properly end this since part five and came to three conclusions; I have chosen one of these conclusions and shall present it to you now. I would like to state that as with most of my blog entries, this is being written right now, not previously written and then copied and pasted over, so here goes something!

Time seemed to pass much quicker for Tyler and Cassie, perhaps a side effect of the mind blanking. It had been a whole month since that first kiss. They hadn't mentioned it much in that time, though Tyler had caught Cassie smiling more; they weren't full smiles, but knowing smirks every now and then. They meant more, surely?

A message came through, their next job. They were to rendevous at the edge of a warehouse complex just outside of the city where intel showed that there was to be a trading of goods; weapons, drugs, property contracts and money were all to be exchanged at possibly one of the largest black market gatherings for quite some time. Tyler and Cassie were to infiltrate and dissipate the dealers by any means necessary. No specific targets, no hidden agendas, just in, clear out, clear up, leave. Something didn't sit right with Tyler. There'd been no mention of anything like this in any briefings. If this really was going to be the biggest deal ever, why hadn't the organisation made a move already? Why hadn't Selene sent them out to dispatch the key figures of the market beforehand? Did she just want the takings for herself, for the organisation? Something was off...

Tyler arrived at the warehouse complex to find Cassie already there. She'd decided on a semi-automatic shotgun, clearly favouring the crowd control aspect of this job. Tyler smirked "Nice night. Care to dance?" She glanced to him and nodded, that smirk playing on her lips again. Tyler glanced down nervously, but moved to make it look like he was checking his own gear. He had his usual payload of dual knives, batons and pistols, but also smoke and tear gas grenades. They'd hopefully give the edge when combined with their visor's filtration system and visual enhancements. If this was a black market, they expected a lot of small arms resistance - pistols, smg's, not a lot to worry about, but if they weren't careful, this could get very messy for them.

There were no vehicles to speak of, which raised Tyler's suspicions even more, though he assumed that too many vehicles would draw the attention of the authorities and so the dealers must have simply had drop offs, but still, it felt wrong.
Cassie set a breaching charge on one of the shutter doors to the rear of the designated warehouse. It was localised so that there would be as little collateral damage as possible but would still leave a valid entry and exit point to the warehouse. Just to be on the safe side, once she set off the charge, Tyler threw through two tear gas grenades, one to the left, one to the right. It wouldn't fill the whole room, but a sizable portion for them to make their initial maneuvers. Their usual routine, Tyler went left, Cassie went right. Immediately Tyler's suspicions screamed out! Where were the stalls, the dealers? The warehouse was empty! There was a gunshot followed by two shotgun rounds in quick succession. Tyler's mind filled with dread as he turned, watching helplessly as Cassie dropped her weapon and fell to her knees, holding a wound on her side, the spray of blood still lingering and playing over the acrid yellow tint of the gas that clung to the air still. He ran. Tyler had never moved so fast in his life. He grabbed her and managed to roll them both behind a stack of metal shipping crates before being rewarded with an applause of chattering gunfire, ricocheting from their defensive barricade.

"Cassie! Cassie?!" He tossed his remaining grenades over and around the crates to provide more cover, trying to listen beyond the underlying hiss of the gass emission nozzles of his grenade canisters to try and focus on any footsteps or more precise locations of gunfire. He looked down at Cassie once more "Damnit Cas! Speak to me!" She coughed and turned her head. He couldn't see her face for the visor, but saw a trickle of blood run down her neck. This was bad for two reasons, one, it meant that she was injured internally as well as the bullet wound itself and two, it meant that the seal of her visor had been compromised so she would be affected by the gas. Tyler propped her up against the crates and grabbed his emergency medical kit, hastily tearing out a dressing for her wound but Cassie coughed once more and placed a hand to his, shaking her head "I'm fine Ty, just, carry on. Finish the job. That's why we're he-" She slumped once more. Tyler hoped with every essence of his being that she was only unconcious, but deep down, he knew better.

Tyler moved to a squat behind the crate, ignoring the welling of tears within his own eyes. He needed to focus. He dared a brief glance over the crate for just long enough before ducking once again to avoid being shot himself. The visor unit had registered three targets and he judged that the one providing the suppressing fire was up on the gantry. He unholstered a pistol and ran, swinging his arm wide and taking a snap shot whilst pushing himself to move at his very limit. He heard a cry of pain, but no fall. Not a kill shot. This was going to be difficult. He ran for the first of the targets, taking out a baton and with one final leap to close the gap, he spiralled and placed a thunderous blow to the side of the figure's helmet, denting it into the man's skull. He dropped, twitching. More gunfire from the gantry forced Tyler behind another crate but not before three bullets caught and chewed into his calf. He grimaced. He'd been shot before, so it wasn't that which hurt. It was the pain of desperation! Cassie lay dying and he had to do something! He had to finish this, quickly, he had to get her to safety! He rose up and fired once more, finally succeeding in making the gantry gunman fall with a pathetic final yelp. One more to go. This final target, according to the visor, was circling around to try and flank him. Tyler glanced down to his leg and the pool of blood forming on the ground by his foot. He didn't knew he wouldn't be able to move at his best. Hell, he knew he was effectively only able to move half as well, tops. Still, Tyler forced himself to stand, swapping out for both pistols now and turning to face this final target. The assailant was quicker. Two more shots, one in each of Tyler's legs bringing him to his knees and causing him to drop his weapons. A third shot ricocheted off of the visor unit's clasp, Tyler fell backwards and it rolled aside. Almost immediately, he felt his throat tighten and tears roll over his face. He could barely breath! His body was wracked with agony. The figure loomed over him to check his condition. Mistake. Tyler raised one final surge of effort to force himself up, colliding heads with the figure and unsheathing both knives, raking them across the man's neck and chest before collapsing over forwards onto the body, blood seeping from the wounds he'd inflicted, but also from his own head. He glanced over. It was Sloane; the police officer who worked for Selene.

So many thoughts rushed through Tyler's mind! Had Selene set them up, and if so, why? He coughed and fumbled for Sloane's respirator unit, breathing deeply on the filtered air. Selene had had them walk into a trap, a trap that resulted in Cassie's death. Selene had taken their lives from them, and now she had taken the one thing in Tyler's life that had made it feel worth living again!
He could feel conciousness ebbing from his body, but he vowed to live. He vowed that he would hunt down Selene, that he would tear apart the organisation and everything that she had created! He vowed that he would not die in this warehouse, for she had already killed him... Twice. He was not about to let her kill him again.

So there we go, that's the final installment of Recognition! That's the end of this week's project, but as you may have guessed, not the end of Tyler. I've grown fond of him as a character, so expect him to make a comeback somewhere along the line of this blog project. I hope you enjoyed the ending and that you'll keep coming back to see what else I have in store for you. I don't even know myself yet what I intend, but I did promise a friend that I'd write more poetry, so maybe I'll give that a try for a while.

As for the here and now, I'm not really in the best of moods, for one reason or another, but this isn't a crappy emo livejournal so I'm not gonna hassle you with the details. I'm just gonna kick back with a good book and maybe have a bath, maybe order a pizza, but until next time, adios!

God bless, and thanks for reading,
Craiggy.

Saturday 8 January 2011

Recognition part 8.

Okay folks, here we go again for the penultimate segment of this week's short story project. I would first, however, like to state how I, at this point, do not know how I want to end this story, which means that at some point, I may return to continue it from these nine segments, but then again, I might not, only time will tell...

It had almost gotten to the point where Tyler was worrying about Cassie's emotional detatchment from seemingly everything, but then, when he considered what it was they did on a regular basis, he wasn't so sure that is was her who had the wrong attitude. Maybe he was too involved. Maybe she was right, he was too much of an idiot, always trying to look at the positives, however small they were. But then she'd smiled. He had no idea just how much one little facial expression could make a difference. He knew he was being corny again, but he'd give and do anything to keep that look on her face... She did have such a pretty smile after all.

Their next job came through three days later. They were to infiltrate a hotel and 'persuade' a local mafia boss to conviniently leave Seattle alone. It was effectively the organisation's way of maintaining control over Seattle. The plan was their usual for infiltration. Tyler works the inside whilst Cassie observes and covers from a nearby building. It was simple enough getting past the hotel security, all it took was a simple suit, some well forged documents and his usual payload of non-metallic equipment. It was once he'd reached the penthouse that things got serious. He didn't have his visor so couldn't rely on his usual readouts so had to play this one purely on instinct, and a hell of a lot of faith in Cassie. He knew she had his back. The first two guards fell without so much as a raised voice or a drawn gun, the first had a personal encounter with one of Tyler's ceramic knives whilst the second turned to look only to drop to the floor himself, a hole in the head courtesy of Cassie through a window. They'd hoped to avoid her taking shots. He'd have to mention that to her later. The smashed window had obviously alerted guards as the sound of footsteps carried into the hallway. Tyler dropped behind an ornamental shrubbery for cover, unsheathing his second knife. Forget tradition, he thought, these idiots brought guns to a knife fight. He smirked as they burst through the door and he took a quick sidewards glance out of the window to Cassie's position before nodding.

Cassie was at the top of an office block a street away. She watched as Tyler left the lift and took the first guard down. She knew the plan, but didn't want to run the risk of an alarm being sounded, or worse. She saw the second guard go for his gun and knew that Tyler wouldn't react in time in such close proximity so she had to take the shot. Thirty seconds later and the hall was full of guards. She managed to drop another two before Tyler moved to engage. It was bizarre, watching him fight. It was like a dance, so fluid, so well timed. They'd been trained to read a person's movements; Tyler always excelled at that. It was as if he could pre-empt a person's movements just by their body language; that's why he preferred close combat. He worked his way along the corridor, Cassie taking out another four guards before Tyler finally reached the penthouse suite itself. She watched him pause to crack the lock on the door before noticing one of the guards, still alive, reach for his gun to try and take one last shot. She was quicker to the trigger. She watched as Tyler glanced back, no doubt hearing the guard's body hit the ground and then he looked through the window, giving a thumbs up and grinning. Cassie smirked, "Goof..."

Once inside the suite, Tyler was surpised to find no more guards, but then after wading through a small army, he couldn't help but feel relieved. He sheathed his knives and pulled out one of his pistols. It was nothing fancy, but it served in a pinch, or for intimidation. Then again, the fact that he'd not only just passed, but killed an entire personal security force, that had to be a big intimidation factor too... The mob boss stood from behind his desk and drew his own pistol but Tyler shot it from the man's hand effortlessly. "Your men're dirtying up the corridor, I'm tired, I'm achey, I want a bath, a burger and a beer so I'll make this quick..." He raised his pistol level to the man's head "Back off Seattle, okay?" The man nodded and scurried backwards on his rump. Tyler grinned and made his way to the roof for evac.

Cassie had already used a portable rappel to zip-line her way to the evacuation point and looked up, pulling a gun as she heard footsteps. "Whoa!" Tyler raised his hands "Easy, s'just me..." She smirked and lowered her pistol, "Some might say that was more of a reason. I saved your ass at least five times back there. You're getting sloppy, hot shot." Tyler grinned that goofy grin which always made her chuckle "Yeah, thanks for that," he exclaimed as he walked over to her, brushing some hair out of her face "D'you think Eddie's pizzeria do deliveries this late?" She paused, looked to her feet for a moment before turning and kissing him. He looked just as stunned as she felt. "Whoa, okay, where did-" "I'm sorry..." They both looked away from each other nervously, but it was Cassie who spoke first. "What you said to me, the other night. That was the first night in so long that I didn't hear the screams. There were no nightmares. I'd, I'd almost forgotten how that felt." Tyler looked up to the sky, seeing the blinking lights of their evacuation transport in the distance, he smirked and turned to kiss her once more "Well, here's one night that I don't want to have mind blanked either..." He sighed and shook his head, chuckling at yet another cheesy line... 'Stupid' he though, but right now, he didn't care...

Well, a little sloppy, but we've gotta have a bit of romance somewhere right? This is another segment I'm not sure about, and it did pan out a little longer than I'd planned, but I think I know where I'm going with tomorrow's finale now!
I hope you're all still with me. Let me know what you think?

Adios for now, and I'll see you back here for the finale tomorrow!
Craiggy.

Friday 7 January 2011

Recognition part 7.

Okay folks, I've decided to give this project til Sunday, so that means only three more parts until I start something new, but for the moment, where is this tale of modern assassination and espionage taking us today? Well, here goes something I hope!

Tyler confirmed their target, a businessman by the name of Daniel Prister. He holstered his binoculars and looked to Cassie, "You okay?" She looked up to him, paused and gave a gentle nod; Tyler wasn't convinced for a second. He knew her like he knew himself after working so closely with her for so long. He also knew by now to never question. Emotions aside, she knew that the job came first.
It had been several months since they'd stopped asking what their targets had done to warrant death. Sometimes, it was better not knowing, another reason they willingly accepted the mind blanking process. Tyler took a moment to check over his equipment. Pistols, check. Knives, check. Baton, check. All reinforced ceramic or a durable lightweight plastic compound to avoid detection. Multi-function visor unit, check. This had been a lifesaver on multiple occasions; night vision, thermograph, wireless link to his guns to provide ammo counts, flare compensation units and an air filtration unit.
That's how they worked, Tyler was the up close and down to business part of the team whilst Cassie was the ranged support, using a variety of rifles, or if the situation required her to get closer, smg's and shotguns.
Tyler watched her as she opened her flight case and began assembling her preferred rifle of choice, the PXR-03Z high calibre semi automatic infantry support rifle, a custom model, unique to the organisation. It packed about as much firepower as a Barrett M82, or the 'light fifty' as it's known, but was a fraction of the weight and with a greater amount of recoil compensation to allow for speedier shot placement.

Tyler didn't feel as though he was necessary for this job. Cassie already had her rifle assembled and was tracing Prister through her scope. She took the shot. Clean. Cassie never missed with this rifle. Tyler sighed and slumped against the barrier of the rooftop they were scouting from. Tyler couldn't help but feel surplus to requirements on this job. He looked to Cassie "You take all the fun out of this, you realise that?" For the first time in a long while, he'd provoked an emotional reaction from her. She turned and scowled venomously at him. Not what he'd hoped, but at least he knew now that she could still feel emotions. "Fun? Fun?!" She set her rifle down and brought her hand across his cheek in an echoing slap. He winced and looked to her. "I don't see this as fun at all! We were drafted for no good reason. We come, we scout, we kill, and all we get in return is a haunted memory and a head full of nightmares!" She dropped to her knees, weeping once more. It was reassuring to see that she could still cry. Tyler shifted on his knees and cradled her, ignoring the stinging in his cheek. "C'mon, nightmares are just dreams that got lost along the way..." She looked up, giving a small chuckle through her tears and jokingly punched his arm, "You're still such a goof, y'know?" Tyler grinned, "One of us has to be I guess..." He looked out across the street, paramedics and police bagan to gather around the scene. They should move soon to the evacuation point, but he couldn't help but notice that the full moon looked incredible tonight... All things considered.
Dreams that had lost their way, he mused... Maybe he was losing it after all...

So there's today's installment! I hope you're still enjoying this, because I'm starting to have fun writing it again after that brief lul in confidence with part 5. Feedback please!

Adios for now,
Craiggy.

Thursday 6 January 2011

Recognition part 6.

Right! Today has been fun, somewhat. Caught up with one of my groups for the drama portion of my degree then came home to find that my George A. Romero dvds arrived today, all 6 major '...of the dead' movies! Then off for the first Shadowrun session of 2011 with some RP peoples! So all in all, a good day. Now, let's see if I can finish on a high with another installment of Recognition... I've had a little bit of feedback about yesterday's segment and people actually enjoyed it, much to my surprise, so I'm gonna see where this angle takes me. (Though I am full of a head cold at the minute, so if at any point I just repeat the words 'burble' or 'sponge', you'll know why...)

Tyler returned to his seat, his face became a mask of contempt for both Selene and her gun happy guard... "Fine, I'll listen. I imagine it'd be hard for me to say no at gunpoint." Selene smirked and leant forwards, resting her elbows on the desk and clasped her hands together. She rested her chin upon her balled hands and smirked that same false smirk. "So fiesty Tyler... I like that in a man." She pouted and winked. Tyler felt his anger subside a little, but he still didn't like this situation. "My organisation is simple. We train you, you do various jobs for us, you are rewarded... It's fair employment at its most base level." She paused and sat back in her chair, turning it slightly, "Although, admittedly the jobs you would be doing for me are somewhat less than legal in most respects, such as the common eyes of society, but we have become very adept at working underneath the radar." It was Cassie who spoke this time, looking up with a mixture of outrage and defeat "You want us to become criminals?!" - "My dear Cassie, you are already both criminals. You are both wanted for murder now. It is only by my intervention that you both would remain free, in a sense." Tyler and Cassie looked at each other. Tyler was familiar with the term 'Catch 22', his nostrils flared as he sighed. They nodded at each other "Fine," Tyler exclaimed, "We'll do it."

One year on. Tyler and Cassie had changed so much within their year. To all but the organisation, they had ceased to exist. They were like ghosts, operating under the cover of the agency. Their work had consisted of various tasks, but for the most part, it consisted of wet work - assassinations. Over the year, Tyler's hair had grown out so it now reached his chin and he also sported a scar on his left cheek; one bullet that almost terminated his contract, so to speak. Cassie hadn't changed much, visually. She still kept her hair of a similar length to usual, still tied back to keep it out of her face, but her eyes had lost that sense of depth over the year. She was always the quieter of the two, but recently Tyler had noticed that she barely spoke at all, and when on a job, she was practically silent. Their training had honed them, raising them to a peak physical condition, but had also left them in such a mental condition where they could cope with the anguish and lasting torment of what they had to endure and accomplish. This was similar to how they were 'drafted' initially; Selene had taken particular interest in them whilst at her club and had her staff take and effectively plant subliminal orders within their minds. It was this process of 'mind blanking' that allowed them to prove themselves and it was this process that helped them cope now. They never rememebered names. They never remembered faces. The one thing they couldn't forget was the pain... The screams...

So that's today's offering folks, I'm now gonna go home, curl up and watch zombie films 'til I explode!

Feedback always welcome.
Night all!
Craiggy.

Wednesday 5 January 2011

Recognition part 5.

Okay, so here we go. Part five of this week's project. I hope you're enjoying this; I'm not sure how I feel about it properly yet so please drop me some feedback people. Today's installment has been a pain in the arse if I'm honest. HUGE internet issues mean that this is a very late update, but an update all the same. I wrote today's piece offline and, to be honest, my brain's still a bit fried from being in essay mode all day yesterday so I'm not quite happy with it or the direction it's apparently taking, but hey, I'm gonna run with it an see what happens.

Tyler hurried through the streets, his hood pulled up over his head to try and keep his face obscured from view. He knew he probably looked suspicious, but then so many people in Seattle had hoots or hats or other headware that he hoped people really wouldn't notice. He had a vague idea of where the club was and was relying on the GPS on his smart phone to do the hard work for him.
It didn't take long for him to find the club. Nightclubs always looked depressing in the daylight, they never seemed anywhere near as vibrant. He lowered his hood and ran a hand through his hair, looking up at the sign above the door. This was definitely the place. He walked around the building, looking for some kind of side entrance, or an office, or some kind of business area. It was there that he noticed a back door marked 'Trade Entrance' and in a private space was parked a beauty of a Roller. Tyler liked cars, but he didn't have the time to stop and appreciate the Phantom. He knocked on the door before opening it. Inside, there was a reception desk attended by a young looking secretary, probably no older than twenty. She fit the bill nicely, fine framed glasses, respectably cut blouse, hair tied up neatly. She looked up at Tyler and adjusted her glasses "Hello there, can I help you?" Tyler looked around, still not sure what he was doing here, why he chose to come here of all places, but he looked to the secretary and gave a sheepish smile "Umm, hi..." He stuffed his hands into his pockets "This is gonna sound stupid, but does somebody called Selene work here?" The secretary adjusted her glasses once more "Ms. Bennet? Why, yes. She's not long since come back actually. I'll just let her know you're here Mr..." He blinked, baffled at how the situation was unfolding, "Oh, Westerly, Tyler Westerly." He moved to sit in the makeshift waiting area - a couple of plastic chairs and a coffee machine - whilst the secretary talked over an intercom. She looked up, smiled and pushed a button, opening up a door behind her "Ms. Bennet will see you now." This was it. Tyler couldn't turn back now. He held the phone in his pocket and walked through the door into an office. He took a moment to look around once more. It was basic, sparse some might say, just a desk, a filing cabinet, a bookshelf and some chairs. There were two people in the office already, the first was the woman from his memory, the one he assumed was Selene. The second was another woman, looked to be in her mid twenties and quite frankly looked to be in a similar state as he was a few hours ago - in shock and caked with dried blood...
The woman behind the desk looked up to him and smiled ever so warmly, but he couldn’t help thinking that it was an act. “Ah, Mr. Westerly, Tyler, please take a seat. Have you met Ms. Davies?” Tyler sat and nodded to the other woman. Cassie just looked to the floor. The thought that she had destroyed her only chance of being a wife still lingered within her mind as she nervously cleared her throat. “Well now, isn’t this lovely. It seems that the both of you have fully matured and are ready to take full service roles within the organisation...” Tyler and Cassie both looked to each other and then to Selene, it was Tyler who raised the question first “Organisation?! What the hell’re you talking about lady?! I wake up holding a smoking gun and standing over a puddle of human salsa and you’re telling me that this is what, some kind of initiation? This is bullshit!” Tyler slammed his hands on the desk and turned to leave, but the door was closed, barred by a masked guard with a large calibre pistol held towards him. Tyler backed away and looked at Selene, that smirk still playing over her lips, “Oh, I think you’ll find that you are going to want to know quite a bit more about what is in store for you, Mr. Westerly...”

Not much of an after-spiel today, I think I've said all I need to. Feedback please!

Adios for now,
Craiggy.

Tuesday 4 January 2011

Recognition Part 4.

Okay, so I've remembered why I hate trying to work in the university library... Too many arseholes being too damn loud... I've got the books I need, so I'm gonna do today's blog while I'm still online and then I'm gonna hide away in my own personal Fortress of Solitude (My room) to try and finish this damn thing. Also, being at the house will mean no internet, which means less distractions, huzzah! But for now, let's see what happens next with Tyler, Cassie and our mysterious woman in silver.

Cassie couldn't believe what happened next. She was quite literally escorted from the police station by this woman and Detective Sloane. None of the other officers even so much as batted an eyelid at her leaving. Outside of the station, Cassie was slightly less surprised to see that this woman got into a polished black Rolls Royce Phantom, leaving the door open, expecting Cassie to follow... She did. The car slid into motion effortlessly and made hardly any noise at all, at least, not that could be heard within the car itself. This was luxury, but then, Cassie expected as much from looking at this woman. She was perfect; she looked like she wouldn't be out of place on a cinema screen or a catwalk. "Wh-" Cassie coughed. Her throat was hoarse from her crying, "Where are we going?" The woman looked at her with that same wry smirk and shifted a little in her seat "Going? We're going back to the beginning. It's often nice to retrace one's steps and take a fresh start at things, don't you agree?" Cassie paused, thinking about how she felt, what she'd done. Steve. She could feel tears welling up again as she nodded. "There's somebody else you need to meet too. He should be waiting for us on our arrival." The woman looked back out of the car window as her driver adjusted the air conditioningg a little so there was a cooling, refreshingly gentle breeze blowing through the back of the car. Cassie, for the first time in what felt like forever, slowly drifted off to sleep.

Tyler finally made it home, taking a moment to empty his mailbox - only two letters, and a parcel. He hurried upstairs to his apartment and locked the door behind him before casting his clothes aside, tossing the mail onto the couch, heading into the bathroom and starting the shower. He waited for a few moments before it had properly heated up and then he went about cleaning up the dried blood off of him. Before long, he was simply just standing there. He let the water wash over him as his mind wandered to what he'd done.
As clean as he could get, he found some fresh clothes and checked over his mail. Bills. The parcel however, that intrigued him. He hadn't ordered anything. He opened the package to find a cellphone, a passport and a credit card. Confused, he switched on the phone to find a fully charged battery and a voicemail. The message started out crackly at first, but soon cleared up, "-yler, I hope you're hearing this. It's Selene, she has a job for you. Only you can do it. If you're hearing this then you'll already have proven yourself able to take the job by passing the test. I have to go. It's not safe here. Ring speed dial 3. I hope to see you soon. Ja-" and then the message just crackled out and ended as abruptly as it had begun. Tyler dropped the phone and looked blankly at it. Test? Selene? Was that the woman from the club? Was killing that person the test?! He stood up and paced his apartment, trying to think things through. He had no idea who had left that message, no idea who Selene was, and could only assume she was the club lady, but what job? He already had a job, sure it was at an office as a computer technician, but it paid okay and he liked it. What kinda of job was this guy talking about? He picked the phone back up and left the apartment, moving his hands over the keypad to call speed dial 3, N-Tice. Tyler made for the club, the dial tone sounded, he couldn't even begin to imagine who or what was at the other end of the line...

Well, I'm off back to duvetland to get this damn essay finished. Enjoy! Feedback welcome as always!!

Adios,
Craiggy.

Monday 3 January 2011

Recognition (Working title) Part 3.

Okay, so I've got a slight working title for this project. Don't know if I like it yet, but hey, writing this is helping me do what I do best, procrastinate from my essays...

Tyler hurried through the alleys and looked around for something he recognised. On the horizon he saw the the Space Needle. Great, he was still in Seattle. That was a start. By the looks of things, he was downtown, a place he not often visited which is why he assumed he wasn't so familiar with these buildings. He caught his reflection in a window, his dyed blue hair was a mess, patched with areas of purple where blood had no doubt splattered onto him. That would also account for the dark splotches on his skin and clothes. He looked a wreck, like he hadn't slept for a week, but then is this was new year's day, and the last he could remember was boxing day, then maybe it had been a week since he slept; maybe this was some kind of sleep deprivation induced hallucination. He touched his face and looked at his palm; fresh, wet blood... This was no hallucination. What had happened back there with the shotgun and that poor person was real. He leant against the wall and looked to the sky. If he was downtown, that meant he was only a few miles from home. He could get in a taxi and just hide away. No, no taxi would take him anywhere covered in blood. And if he really did kill that person, then the police would be after him and would check his home first as soon as he'd been identified. He had to find that club! He had to find her. He rummaged in his pockets; wallet, phone, keys, all still there, plus a packet of matches. N-Tice. That was the club! The one he'd been to on boxing day. He breathed a small sigh of relief. At least he knew now that he could at least hopefully get some answers. He began to move once more, jogging towards his apartment building. He planned to get cleaned up, then he'd find that club.

It had been hours since they'd brought Cassie into the police station. She was currently in one of those questioning rooms; she couldn't help but think that it looked exactly like the ones they had on TV. The door to the room opened and the detective who'd been questioning her reentered, with her, that woman, that same hair, that same dress, who was she?! Cassie looked baffled between the two of them and the woman moved to take a seat, lazily drifting one leg over the other and resting her hands upon her knee and flicking her hair to one side. "Cassie, dear..." Her voice was soft, delicate, sultry; she really was beautiful. "Detective Sloane here has told me all about what you've done. He's worked for me for quite some time now..." she switched knees. "Right now you're wondering who I am, what you did, why you did it and how I'm involved, correct?" Cassie sniffed and nodded. "Come with me my dear, Eddie will take care of the paperwork, isn't that right my dear?" She stood and stroked Sloane's chin who nodded and looked to her with a half smile and a raised eyebrow, placing his hands behind his back and turning to one side, allowing the woman to stand in the doorway "Well? Are you coming, or do you want to serve potential multiple life sentences for murdering your hubby to be?" Cassie blinked, stunned; how did she know about her and Steve? She seemed liked the only way to get answers right now, so grudgingly, Cassie took to her feet and slowly shuffled after this mystery woman.

Wow, you lucky lucky people, not only a double update today, but this one's a longer one too! (That's what she said, I thank you!) I'm always welcoming of feedback, especially on the proposed title.

Adios for now,
Craiggy.

Still waiting on a title...

Okay, so the new year didn't start so well, but in my defense, I was out all day yesterday and have no Internet to speak of in my house... But I did write, I just did not post, so instead, you get two updates today! Huzzah!! So here we go, carrying on with the still untitled piece. Any comments or title ideas will always be appreciated.

Cassie had no idea what was happening. Everyone around her was looking at her aghast, some with their hands over their mouths, children crying out of confusion. She felt confused and worried herself, looking herself over to see if something was wrong. There was. She was covered in blood and carrying a kitchen knife. She screamed and continued to panic, looking frantically to see where the blood had come from. People backed away, afraid that she might lash out at them. At her feet to her side, she finally noticed. There lay the body of her fiancee, Steve, tattered and slashed and covered with blood, dead. She dropped to her knees, the knife clattering to the floor. Her face felt warm as tears began to cascade over her reddening cheeks. She cradled her still warm, still dead fiancee in her arms, blood still seeping from the wounds which she could only assume that she'd inflicted. "Step away from the body and stand slowly, putting your hands on your head please Ma'am!" Cassie flinched. She looked up and saw two police officers with their pistols aimed at her. She sniffed and wiped her face, but more tears soon came to replace those she'd removed. She stood, shaky on her feet and trembling as she raised her hands to rest upon her auburn hair. One of the officers moved to place her in handcuffs before marching her to their car and pushing her onto the back seat. She looked out of the window, bleary eyed from her crying, still shocked by what she'd seen, what she thought she'd done, all of the people just staring at here. That woman. There was a woman in the crowd, she looked so familiar. Her flowing straw blonde hair styled in ringlets, resting on her shoulders. That elegant off the shoulder silver dress accentuating her form, those piercing green eyes and that smirk; that twisted, sinister smirk, judging her, as though she'd won. Cassie realised where she'd seen this woman before. She was at the club...

Stay tuned for today's next update! Who is this mystery woman? Why does she want these people dead? What's so special about Tyler and Cassie? What the hell am I going to call this story?!?!

Adios for now, and God bless,
Craiggy.

Saturday 1 January 2011

Hello 2011! The challenge begins...

Okay, so it's the new year, I'm operating currently on four hours sleep and a sainsbury's meat feast pizza but I'm damn well not backing down on my challenge! I'm gonna make sure I have a piece of original writing every day this year to hopefully further develop myself as a writer.


Today, I'm feeling somewhat prosey, so here we go:

There was the thunderous crack of a shotgun firing, then silence for only the briefest of moments; then the screams began. Tyler had no idea what was happening - where he was, what he was doing. It took a moment to register the crowd around him, running, screaming. It took a moment more to realise that he seemed to be the source of their panic. He looked down. Before him lay the glistening, mulchy remains of a person, now indefinable as they were missing the top portion of their body, including their face. Tyler was more confused than afraid. He looked to his hands and saw the still smoking shotgun in his hands. Then he realised. Then it all slotted together like a child's puzzle toy - the right shapes in the right holes. He dropped the weapon and fell backwards, the colour draining from his face as he scrabbled backwards on the concrete. He'd killed somebody! He had no memory of this happening, he had no intentions to kill anybody. He didn't even know who this person was, but that didn't matter now, they were still dead. Sirens sounded in the distance. Tyler stood once more, turned and ran, panicked. He needed to find somewhere, he needed to hide, to think things through, to clear his head. He needed to remember! As he ran, Tyler noticed the date on a newspaper stand, 1st of January, 2011. It was the new year? But that couldn't be right, could it? The last thing he recalled was boxing day night, he went to that club... It's name evaded him, but one thing he did remember was her. She'd know what was going on. She'd have answers! He turned down an alley and paused, crouched behind a dumpster to catch his breath. He had to find that woman. He had to return to the club...

That's all I'm gonna do for now, but I kinda like where this one was going, so I'm definitely going to continue this. In fact, I think I'm going to make that this week's project, so every day this week you're gonna get another chunk of this story, which as soon as I figure out a title for it, I'll let you know...

Adios for now, and have an amazing start, and continued 2011! God bless!
Craiggy.